The Loud Silence…!

I might have walked a thousand miles,

holding my mother’s hand.

But that night i saw her grip,

slipping like the sand…

My hands were numb and heart was cold,

i didn’t know what to do.

Your hand had slipped, my tears were swept,

it felt as if i were doomed!

I stood up high and saw the sky,

Ah! it was so big.

I had lost something which i valued most,

and I began to sink.

I turned around and saw the world,

and started getting thick.

It felt as if i were tied in chains,

which was driving me sick.


i heard a voice.

Oh! it was HIM.

The Lord, The God…. The Grim!

Why? Why? Why? Why only me?

when did i disobey?

and much more was rushing in my mind,

all that i wished to say.

But to a shock i remained still,

and he just smiled away.

I stood there confused with my thoughts,

what made him do this way?

Today i stand here again,

thinking the same old way.

Could he have heard without the words,

what i wanted to say?

Or maybe, just maybe,

silence did speak louder than words,

that day…


tulika singh (16th July, 2008, 4:30pm)


Let Your Silence Do The Talking!

“Learning” and “Understanding” was never such fun! lolx… don’t worry! em not talking about the “books”… but “yourself”!

How many times in a day do we land up asking others how they feel and also, how are we? Any guesses? Well all I know is that, for all the teenagers, especially girls, it’s the bestest way to pass out time! (even I was one of those :P but till a few days back!) em I wrong? ;) lolx

We seldom go to others, talk out our problems, ask for solutions and try implementing them, not knowing what harm it does… Well, just pause here, and think for a minute! Do YOU see any harm?

hmmmm… lets see!

name the one person who knows you a 100% i.e. completely inside out? ur mom? nope…anyone else? GAWD! :O don’t tell me you don’t know… how can you forget your own damn name?  (SHAME!)

If there is one existing soul who knows you breath by breath…its “YOU”. so why on earth are you wasting it? SHIT! that’s bad…really bad!

we spend days with people who don’t even know us the way we are, take advices from people which never serve us right, ignore the most important person of our lives, that is, ourselves, burst out on things which never even happened (gawdd!! I hate that “what if” expression X( ) and waste ourselves on people who never deserved us? MAHN! what a waste are we!

why do we seek advices? because we think that others are geniuses? “He knows me so perfectly and he has all the fucking solutions…He is freaking kool…!” lolx… nice joke! :P (seriously!)

If you cannot help your own selves, how can a person who does not even know you (except, off course, your name!) even think of advising you? get up and help yourself! you need that badly… learn “NOT” depending on others friends!

Now the point…”do I really know myself?” huh! what a disgrace! poor puppy does not know himself and thinks that maybe the world would? lolx… great! em srsly laughing…

go to the mirror, look at yourself! you were with this bundle of flesh and bones for ages and you don’t even know what he is made off from the inside? (kick your ass hard from my side! you deserve that…)

Enough of issues, time for some solutions now!

Learning yourself is also a form of knowledge which actually weights priceless. knowing self is an art and not a method, and, the only way to achieve it is by (my personal fav.) the question/answer relation!

Give your ears a rest and mind some peace. sit alone, making it all as silent as possible and dive into yourself. penetrate into your mind and heart as if you don’t know a single thing about this place! ask, discover and reveal your true inner self. question your own self, and for a change, stop defending! dig out your own thoughts. understand the way you think and if you have the zeal and courage of knowing more about self find out “Why?” the way you think is the way you think! confused? try it…and I assure you that its worth it!

you may cry, you may scream! cry it out, yell it out, pet it out or, just pour it out, but in the end all you need is to bring it out anyhow! after some time of trials and errors, you’ll find yourself welcoming a new YOU!

now again face the same mirror and ask the man in the glass whatever you want to know and you will see that you never needed anyone else!

The bestest advise come from nowhere else but, from within you!

Learn commanding yourself and you will know how it feels to conquer a kingdom. and hurray! you just did it in a much peaceful way… <3

so just go back to yourself, think about it and then, just let the silence do the talking…

Hoping it helped in one way or the other…


Tulika Singh…

The Naked Truth…

“If  life could ever be so easy as we take it OR want it, why would we exist?” well… thats what i think! no hard feelings…

As this is practically my first blog i am just going to add in a bit of “me” first in my profile so that when you get back for my other posts (well… i don’t know if you will lolx) you know what are you in for…

So where was i? Yes, Life!

All these “Learn to Live” and “Recreate Yourself” classes, for me, are in for just one place… that is, dump yard! If you could practically LEARN living then what’s the point? I am not here to rectify your view about such absurd recreating programs but to show you just another way to think, and as a reader that’s a bit interesting for you. Isn’t it? ;)

We all think, understand and draw out our own possibilities about places, people, things etc. then why on earth we need a helping hand when it comes to carve our own selves…?

Now YOUR question is “What is life?”… but mine? Sorry! I don’t keep such things…lolx  If such a thing like life could be defined all problems would have had been solved.  Life, in the end, is obviously what you make of it. Its not “What?” but, “When?”. We live each second, likewise breathing. We often confuse ourselves in thinking rather than deciding. Its all that we need to learn.

We come down on the mother earth for some motive (that’s what some of the readers may say!) and I too agree, but the mess we create is when we start to dig into something that never existed. The MOTIVE is not in discovering but, inventing! YOU choose what to do. You DECIDE. God never enslaved you to his bounty. He created you with utter love and passion and puffed in some short breaths so that you can live, enjoy and discover the beauty of his creations. Then why waste time?

We fall in love, we fall heartbroken. We promise not to do this again. And the next day we meet another Prince/Princess Charming/Gorgeous. Lolx I mean… that’s just INSANE! Hey, all those Cupid lovers, if you look outside the window of your imaginary dreamland you’ll find what you have lost.

Let me explain…

Sit near that window yet another time, bus this time think of all those people you had in your life and not you mr./miss perfect. It may be your family, friends or co-workers or even your boss for that matter. There will be a list of minimum 1000 people if you start penning them down. So now, out of 1000 lets say 800 kept you in their good book (wow! You are loved lolx). How many of them are you in still contact with? How many of those are the ones you can still call up at the middle of the night and yell at? How many of those are still one of those “pick you up at 7am tomorrow” types?  think… think… maybe emmm… 100? Or less?? (800 good books and 100 cherished? What a waste!)

Now just take your cell and dial a random number. Let them know that you still remember then. Apologies! And trust me, you would never have had felt any better! Come on! Still reading? GO… this post isn’t going to run anywhere but your time is…

My point is:

“Why do we waste the love we treasure, at that ONE man/woman, why don’t we acknowledge what we get from a million!”

The only asset that we carry on our shoulders is our own self dignity and the only liability? the tears and heartaches you left behind. So for a change lets resolve to love all and hate none. to miss all and forget none. to befriend all and with-hold none. :) if “hate” is a word of  your dictionary, its high time you buy a new one! The sooner you realize what you have lost at, the better you recover!

Have  a nice life ahead!